“Hurt”

Posted: 05/21/2012 in None

I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel,
I focus on the pain,
The only thing that’s real,

The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting,
Try to kill it all away,
But I remember everything,

What have I become,
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end,

And you could have it all,
My empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

I wear this crown of thorns,
Upon my liar’s chair,
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair,

Beneath the stains of time,
The feelings disappear,
You are someone else,
I am still right here,

What have I become,
My sweetest friend,
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end,

And you could have it all,
My empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt,

If I could start again,
A million miles away,
I will keep myself,
I would find a way,

Johnny Cash : American IV: The Man Comes Around

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Fear

Posted: 02/29/2012 in None

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?’ Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

― Marianne Williamson, Return to Love

Restless

Posted: 02/20/2012 in None

So I haven’t been able to sleep at all. I don’t think I’ve been this restless for a good number of years. Several months in the making, and it’s time to throw down the gauntlet.

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If I had a clue …

Posted: 01/09/2012 in None

… Would I be in these situations?

So, these last handful of weeks have been rather telling. Only, sadly, it’s telling me what I already knew, and have been lamenting for far too long.

I’ve been patient, I think. I’ve been unassuming. I’ve been paying my dues. I’ve been enduring more than I want you.

It’s time for it all to change …

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I’m bringing it back …

Posted: 01/01/2012 in None

For those that have been there before, this won’t be new, but it might be a slightly more fresh take on things.

In short though, yes, it’s time I start writing again.

 

I’m outta here …

Posted: 01/01/2012 in None

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