Archive for April, 2005

Posted: 04/28/2005 in None

Well, it’s about time Junior learned how to take a drink … it was high time he moved on from that watered-down piss to quetila … er, I mean, tequila …

Posted: 04/28/2005 in None

BAH! … and you call yourself a driver …”

Posted: 04/24/2005 in None

You And Me

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t why I can’t keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t know why I can’t keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It’s you and me and all of the people and
I don’t why I can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

Lifehouse : Lifehouse [ENHANCED]

Posted: 04/22/2005 in None

… Talk About Your ‘Bad Timing’ …

Nicholas Gurewitch‘s The Perry Bible Fellowship

Posted: 04/19/2005 in None

… {mumble mumble} …

1:24 AM : April 19th, 2005
– as keyed in by Warz on the new ‘cheap trickery’

Can’t sleep. Very restless. Don’t know why. Might as well make like I’ve done something worthy of passing the time … Bah! .c..

I can’t say that I’ve been thinking straight lately. There’s been things plaguing my mind. If it’s not this, it’s that … or that other thing. Basically, this is more or less a main-stay. One can’t really get away from it. Such is simply a fact of life. I wish I had enough of this of make life easier, but I don’t. It’s funny how life changes. This wasn’t so much a worry some time ago. Then suddenly … it’s a new game.

Now, that has been bothering me for some months now. I literally don’t know what to do about that. So to speak, I’m damned if I do, and equally damned if I don’t. The risk involved could be costly. But, to deny myself that would be just a tragic a loss. At times, things seem great, and other times, not so great. Timing is key and I just haven’t had that luck. I suppose I’m left with going about it the way I know best … to react by gut feeling. My gut’s rarely wrong; with the exception of it so long ago. I guess we’ll see ho that pans out …

And that other thing … well, I need time … and lots of it. There’s no way of telling how that other thing will go. I have my plan, but that plan is ever-changing. The prospect of this, and the outcome of that, are two heavily influencing factors. Of course, there are so many other factors too. It’s all a matter of baby-steps from here on in …


This last Saturday I did a bit of spot-shopping with Cutie at Chinook Centre. I must say, that mall is such easy pickings for mall-rats. I think it’s by far the most lounge-friendly mall I’ve been to. It beats MetroTown, Yorkdale, and West Edmonton Mall hands down. Needless to say, I felt very old there as the majority of the patrons there were but a few years older than half my age. In any case, I didn’t end up buying anything. I picked out some things I’m thinking about, but I’ll have to see if my budget will permit.

We did end up buying a gift for a friend of ours. More to come on that …

By night, we caught “Sahara“. So this flick is deemed an action movie. I beg to differ. It’s a comedy. When you have a supporting actor like Steve Zahn, you know you’ve got some slap-stick-like, off-the-wall zingers coming your way. The humour was flippant; which is just to my taste. In fact, there were times I found myself imagining what I’d say in a particular scenario, only to hear those exact words from the characters on the screen.

We actually likened the movie to that of “National Treasure” despite the vastly different plot lines. This one was much more believable, but not quite as fun to follow. However, I prefer the pairing Matthew McConaughey-Steve Zahn to that of Nicolas CageJustin Bartha. ‘Flippant and Screwball’ is good, but not quite as good as ‘Witty and Flippant’.

Also … Diane Kruger … much hotter than Penélope Cruz.

The film was considered a modern-day version of “Indiana Jones” (speaking of which … I do believe there’s been talks of one last ‘Indy‘ flick … ???) with a hint of “James Bond“. Though the plot line gave a lot of room for such a comparison, the end result was a little lacking. To be honest, I was rather disappointed by how the last ‘discovery’ came about. This picture is a good watch for the humour, but it wouldn’t quite quench your thirst for adventure and action.

Sunday, for most, is a day of rest. For me, it was a day of restlessness. Yup, I went about thinking again … about thisthatthat again … and that some more … that other thing … and everything … I know. I should stop, but I can’t help it.

Today I worked … and worked. Went home. Went back to work. Sad, I know …

I had a nice little phone chat with the cradle-robbing cougar that is Rugby Chick tonight. We had to catch up on the latest.

*sigh* … That’s about it. Wish there was more I could say, but that’s about it.

… & write back @ ya’!

J to tha Lo : Yeah, I’ve been meaning to pump some life into this, my little corner of the net. But so it seems my audience has quite the liking to my choice of music. I’ve used up all of my month’s worth of bandwidth in a matter of days. Now those bastards at 1&1 Internet Inc. want money for a service they once promised to provide for free. *BOO!*

Dutchess : No worries. You know me. I have my moments. It’s just similar to those times when people freak out because I suddenly become quiet. It just so happens that I now I jot things in my mind down. I’m okay. ‘Dealing with’, you know? Hell, ‘dealing with’ is what I do best. Everyone knows that.

Was meaning to email you for your birthday, but I couldn’t. Sorry about that, babe. My email doesn’t get through the company firewall, and I don’t have internet at home yet. I really shouldn’t use company email either. But I was thinking of you! Miss you tons, gorgeous!

Blondie : “Entertain you”? … Sweetheart, let us be clear here … on those “drunken flashing nights” … it’s not you who’s entertained … okay? … And, by no means, is this a complaint! ‘See you soon'(?), beautiful! ;-P

Rugby Chick : Though it may apply to your situation, my post wasn’t aimed at anyone in particular. I’ve just been on my incoherent rants lately. Just … *bah!* … you know?

Posted: 04/16/2005 in None

Why Bother … ?

Yes, Dean-O“because she’s hot!”. That, my friend, she is, indeed. But this isn’t about her

The question is “Why Bother?” … I want to know why …

Why bother …

… ask for someone’s opinion when you it doesn’t matter what they say?

… ask for someone’s opinion when you really don’t care for what they have to say?

… deny something that you are?

… make excuses for yourself?

… make excuses for someone else?

… defend someone unworthy of your effort?

… pretend to be something you are not?

… be stubborn and not accept the hand you’ve been dealt?

… put effort in someone whom doesn’t see your worth?

I know it sounds crazy, this coming from a guy that seemingly has an opinion about everything … but sometimes I am at a complete loss for words. I just don’t know what to say. I don’t even know what I can say.

I know that my views and opinions are extreme. In fact, I would even go out on a limb to say that most people couldn’t take what I could have to say. Over the years, I’ve been burned by having been too honest. So now, I hold my tongue. And yet, what I do say can create so much damage. Just imagine if I were to say what was on my mind …

No, it wouldn’t be pretty at all …

Lately, I’ve been feeling really restless. I need a form of release and I have none. The stress level is building up, and I have nothing that really relaxes me. I have not someone to call my own. I don’t eat anymore. I don’t booze anymore. I don’t play sports anymore.

Recently, I’m finding I’m losing patience with some people I know. This is a shame, as these are people I hold dear; people I would like to take comfort in during times of need. It just doesn’t seem like they understand, or care to see from another’s perspective.

I know I haven’t been a very good friend to some. In retrospect, I’ve been tending to my own needs these last 5 years. Gone is that Warz of old. I don’t have the infinite patience anymore. I’m not willing to bend over backwards and be taken advantage of like I once did.

I’ve had it with being that “perfect friend”. It goes with hardly any recognition and often got me nowhere but in trouble, in debt, in heartache for something, someone entirely not worth the while.

Am I bitter? Fuck, yes!

… and I don’t even know why. How sad is that?

… & write back @ ya’!

Wingman, Wingman, Wingman … : I have nothing to say to that but … {drool drool … drool} …

Posted: 04/13/2005 in None

I’m Starting To Think Work Is Hazardous To My Health

Randy Glasbergen‘s Today’s Cartoon